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Do you ever know how i feel hurted ?
Wednesday, 7 November 2012 @ 10:09 | 0 Comment [s]

Assalamualaikum,
Finally, i already made the best decision for us. Maybe, it would be my last decision.
You and me is over. I don't want to cry again. Just waste my tear. Sorry to say, i'll never forget
 what you have done to me. It so hurts. I am tired to go through all that. Which girl hah can stand,
 if her boypreng always don't care about she ? When thinking back, i the most stupid waiting for you.
 For you information, i not 'TUNGKUL KAYU'. I have my own feel. What i do, always my fault.
 Kcunnnn. Don't worry, after this i'll not disturb you anymore. I hope you'll happy with your own way,
 and i'll find my own way. For forget you, maybe so hard to me. If eventually, Insyaallah. I'll forget you
After this, i'll eat some pill that allows me to forget you. Yeah, i hope success. Haha. I'll never
remember your swear and promise. And i'll not sad anymore. Lastly, i'll not remember our sweet
memories.

Enjoy (Y)
Sunday, 3 June 2012 @ 13:59 | 0 Comment [s]


Assalamualaikum ,
As usual , i've spent a lot holidays time with futile. Haha. Yesterday, i had watching a movie of Snow White. The story is really adventure.The same director for the story of Alice In The Wonderland. Anyway, I always wake up late and sleep late. Haha, every night i'm hard to sleep. Only spend time with online fb and updates blog. That are my hobby.At the same way, the sad thing when my father nag to me. He angry me because i don't know how to use the time properly. Yeah, i know my fault :( After this, i don't want to go anywhere. Just stay home. Spent my time with do homework and folio. Moreover, i didn't do again homework Cikgu Hedayah. Ohmay, i'll die if i didn't finish her homework. Btw, i'll start its tomorrow. Harhar, if i'm diligent :D
If you want to know how i feel when you stay beside me? I feel very happy. Thankyou for you coming <3 The amazing love that you give, i would appreciate. Ilysm.

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My decision !!
Tuesday, 29 May 2012 @ 12:54 | 0 Comment [s]



Assalamualaikum,
Finally, i already made the best decision for us. Maybe, it would be my last decision.
You and me is over. I don't want to cry again. Just waste my tear. Sorry to say, i'll never forget
 what you have done to me. It so hurts. I am tired to go through all that. Which girl hah can stand,
 if her boypreng always don't care about she ? When thinking back, i the most stupid waiting for you.
 For you information, i not 'TUNGKUL KAYU'. I have my own feel. What i do, always my fault.
 Kcunnnn. Don't worry, after this i'll not disturb you anymore. I hope you'll happy with your own way,
 and i'll find my own way. For forget you, maybe so hard to me. If eventually, Insyaallah. I'll forget you.
After this, i'll eat some pill that allows me to forget you. Yeah, i hope success. Haha. I'll never
remember your swear and promise. And i'll not sad anymore. Lastly, i'll not remember our sweet
memories. Just let you go. Babai. And thankyou for coming in my life. It was meaningful.
The most important , i really miss my friend. Where are you Anis, Balqis, Dalila, Amanina,
Ila , Liana(yannow) and other. I gonna miss you :'(

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Leave me alone !!!
Monday, 28 May 2012 @ 22:57 | 0 Comment [s]


Assalamualaikum,
I am so tired of all this. When i ask you, why you always badmood? you answer to me 'favourite'. Kayfineee, up to you. Whatever you want to say to me, up to you. Hope you happy. Now, you give me the freedom. You let me to contact with other boy.I don't want like that. I just want you as before. Please understand me? Can you understand me? *sound of crickets. Kay, shut up. Actually, i don't know what you want from me? You say you love me, swear to me to protect our relationship. But where your sweet promise, and your swear? Or you don't remember. I still keep your message. If i miss you, i only can read your message. It was enough for me. I told you, i had delete you picture. But i lied you, i still keep your picture. Your picture in my room, still there. I never throw away.
Capital Z, can you give me a chance to feel happy. If you say to me only interrupted you, why you don't decide to break up. Why you let me suffer like this. I can't stand it anymoreeeeee. Why are you so cruel, let me suffer. I still remember, you ever told me. You will worry, if one day i will leave you. Impossible i leave you, i love you very much. You also ever told me, you afraid. We fight for no reason, then we clash. But now, all that is not important anymore. I feel discouraged with our relay. I hope, you can understand me.
Today, i really really boringggggg. I have more reasons. My phone not vibrate anymore. Yeahhh, i feel so lonely. Btw, in a minutes my sister and my cousin will leave me alone. They go hangout with their friend. So, i will be crazy in my home. Haha. Okay, enough.

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Stop hoping :'(
@ 10:26 | 0 Comment [s]

Assalamualaikum,
Hello there, i here. Today, was my bad day. Why? He started back behavior. As you now, wound in my heart starts to bleed. I just want to achieve happiness. But i can't. I don't why he do like this to me. What's  my fault until he treat me like his friend. I just want to be like other couples. Why you can't be for me like other couples. I just want to find hapiness. You know, after you sent text to me. I feel very disappointed with you. Why did you say my call disturb you. If like that, before this, my call always disturb you? Kayfineee. I'll stop hoping, that you no longer belongs me. Although, we still love.
I broken, can you hear me? Now, i really sad with you. Now, you do not know how to take care of my heart. Let me alone to bear the grief. I want you to know, i love you more than my life. I hope, you are not like that. Just hopingg adila. Yeahh, can only hope. I can only hope you be mine forever <3 If i can. I want Zuhair Aiman the first, not now. Please, change back for me. If you love me. That all will not happen, just wake up Adila. I don't want to dream again. I just you back. I LOVE YOUU. Why you can't understand me? I hope you read this </3

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I am looking for happiness
Saturday, 26 May 2012 @ 20:40 | 0 Comment [s]

 


     Assalamualaikum,
Hi, did you miss me ? Haha. Has been for months, i didn't update my blog.
Now, i want to express my feelings. Did you know my felt like losing you,
even you always with me. Maybe, i can't understand you. I just you want to
know how i feel when you ignore me. I feel lonely, i feel lost and why must it
happen to me. If you already have other girl, i'll let you go from me. But i can't   
deny my sadness. Almost ten months, we have together.Impossible for me to forget him. Yeah.        
If you see my pic, its was my fake smile. Did you realize how much my love ??
He must not noticed about that. I was only able to be patient. I am sure, all that
is good comes from it. I appreciate this relationship.Thanks for showing me the
meaning of love.
Last night, dilaa pi lck dengan saudara sebab nakpi cari novel dan baju jaa punn.
Hewhew, serius letih gilaaa. Tambah² dengan dilaa yg banyak songehh. Hahaha
Memang susah laa cari bajuu. Akhirnya dapat jugak sehelai. Tupun jadi lahhh.
Bersyukur laa adila. Yeahh, bersyukur sebab dapat bodek abah. Terima kasih
abahh. And for the last, sorry for my english broken <3
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Friday, 27 January 2012 @ 07:26 | 0 Comment [s]


assalamualaikum :) okay hyeeee. kemarin memang peristiwa hepy buad aku. okay, kemarin aku pi library dgn dalila. tapi mama aku tgu dkt belah belah buku kanak kanak brsama adik aku. sebenarnya, niat firstly aku nak buad nilam n secondly aku nak jumpa dia. dia tuh, Superman aku lah. walaupun brpa jam ja, sekurang kurangnya jumpa jgak dgn dia. wahhh, makin lama makin ncem dia. aku suka tgk muka dia. btw thanks cgt sbb sudi nak jumpa wlaupun kaki tak brapa okay, ttap nak mai jgk. kalu ikutkan hati nk cgt jumpa lama agi. kalu buleh nak sruh library tu buka malam2. hehe, cpa lah aku nak bagi arahan. okay fine. kmarin, waktu kami buad krja masing masing dkt library, dalila sempat bisik aku. ' eh, haritu jumpa dia puteh, asal sekarang gelap sikit?' aku pun bisik balik ' memang ler gelap sikit cek, nama pun tiap2 hari duk training bola. asyik kena matahari ja' haha, lawak larh dalila nih # ada ada ja soalan dia. okay berbalik story dating nih, aku pelik la. napa hah dia tak bgi pegang tepon dia? aku cuma teringin nak touch, sentuh, lihat lihat n pegang2 jaa. tupun tak bagi. grrr, kedekut! tapi takpa la, dia tunjuk txt dia, nsib baik penuh dgn txt aku. kalu gn pompuan len, siap dia. hoho.
harini, busan sangat. langsung tak txt gan dia. okay, aku nak cerita harini memang sedih cgt. mama n ayah aku tuh, kedekut cgt nak bagi broadband dekat aku. aku pun tatau apa salah aku sampai susah cgt nak bagi. sekarang pun dapat selepas aku pujuk rayu dgn air mata mengalir :'( tau la, kemarin aku jumpa dia kantoi dgn mama pun. takkan nak denda cek macam nih. cek nak online sat ja, sbb nak update. bsok cek nak balik penjara dah. cek nak online buad kali terakhir ada dekat rumah pun susah cgt ka. macam la cek minta duit juta juta kat mama n ayah. sedih cgt aihh, kedekut lak tu. okay la, sekarang nih benda paling menyedihkan besok nak balik hostel. 3 MINGGU kod duk sana, boringgggggggggggggnya. kalu ada tepon, lappy n internet takpa la. duduk lah setahun pun tak kesah. sekarang nih, outing pun tak leh. ada pa la tatau. okay, sekarang nih BELAJAR BELAJAR BELAJAR. itu yang pling penting adila oii. okay okay, pasni nak rajin baca buku pulak. okay bubye org yg bernama Zuhair Aiman. duk dekat sana, takecare okay. study betol2 dah nak Pmr lahh syggg oi. tinggal sat bola bola bola tu naih. Zuhair, i really need u now :'(
                                                          i really miss youu <3


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